TITLE: 'The Beginning And The End' (parts 16-18 of ??)
AUTHOR: XSketch (XSketch@hotmail.com)
WEBSITE: http://thesketchfiles.bravehost.com
DISCLAIMER: See part 1 for all disclaimers.

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"It had already been difficult for her...every day had 
been a battle for hope... Then, when they found Fox out 
on that cold ground d--...When Dana saw his dead body 
lying there, I think the final thread broke.  I'd always 
known that their relationship had run deep - beyond work 
partners and best friends - especially after I learnt 
about her miraculous pregnancy.  But I don't think it 
was until I opened my front door to see her standing 
there with such a lost, desperate look on her face and 
in her eyes that I began to truly see how deep it really 
went... Funny thing is I think it was even more special 
than the one with my husband, in a way..."

Margaret Scully sighed and slightly shrugged her 
shoulders - pausing her story so that she could take a 
sip of coffee from the mug she clasped in both hands.

Tara - who sat at the opposite side of the table, having 
put her son to bed ten minutes earlier - gave a slow nod 
of understanding and then took a sip of her own drink.

"She told me that they'd tried IVF with eggs Fox had 
managed to save.... She told me about stuff they'd been 
through together she'd never have told me before," 
Maggie continued.  "...She never told me straight out 
who the father of her baby was, but there really wasn't 
much need to... And when Fox was resurrected three 
months after his funeral at St. Christopher's Church in 
Raleigh--"  She paused briefly as a smile tugged at the 
corners of her mouth.  "Oh, my God...It was just--...I 
mean...It was like the beginning of a whole new book for 
them...I--"

"But how did they get from there to Mulder having to 
leave?" Tara queried, a little hesitantly.

Maggie gave a small snort of laughter as she gently 
placed the half-full mug down on the table-top.  "I 
really don't understand any of it - as I told Agent 
Reyes, I don't think even Dana or Fox truly understand 
what's happening... All I know is that Fox's life was 
threatened and he had to leave alone so that William and 
Dana would be safe..."

"Why didn't Dana go with him?"

"Look, *I don't know!*" Maggie sharply cried out, 
swinging out a frustrated arm and knocking over her 
cup.  "Why don't you just stop asking these questions I 
can't answer?  Why can't They just leave them alone?  
Why--"  She faltered as her body wracked with sobs that 
she had kept bottled up for too long.  "W-W-Why can't 
they leave...l-leave everyone al-lone?"

Tara quickly got off her chair (ignoring the hot liquid 
that had spilled onto the wooden table top and was now 
slowly dripping onto the floor) and moved to help calm 
Maggie down.

It had been building up - layer upon layer - since 
Mulder's abduction... She'd always tried to be strong 
for her daughter, for her family and for herself.  She'd 
shed a tear after learning about what Dana had done with 
William, but again she had tried like hell to pretend 
that it would all eventually work itself out.  It had 
finally become too much, though: she'd lost far too 
much, it was time to stop pretending and have somebody 
try and be strong for her for a change - that was what 
Bill didn't and couldn't understand... That she wasn't 
drifting off into her own little world on purpose; she 
just wanted things back to how they had been before...
bef-- ...Hell, she didn't know how far back it went.

All she knew anymore, amongst the questions and the 
conspiracy theories and the deaths, was that she wanted 
her grandson, daughter, near-son-in-law and *life* back!

"If he hadn't gone a-away, she'd have ke-kept 
Wi-W-William!" Maggie choked against Tara's shoulder.  
"Why didn't sh-she go away with him sooner?  Then w-we 
wouldn't have been left like this!"

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

"*Mulder!*"

Scully's shrill cry ripped through the air as she burst 
out the motel room door and ran as fast as her short 
legs could carry her to the body that had rolled to the 
bottom of the small, grassy embankment - one hand 
tightly gripped around the stock of her gun.  She didn't 
see the police car suddenly speed away or the motel 
owner's sleepy face peer out of his room window... All 
her eyes could focus on was the motionless figure lying 
ahead of her, and as she approached nearer it was 
suddenly like being back in those woods in Montana when 
he had been returned from his abduction.

'How bad is he?  How bad is he hurt?'

'It's too late.'

She quickly knelt down at his side, lay the gun on the 
ground by her, turned him over so that he rested in her 
lap and then checked for any injuries or even radiation 
burns.  There was nothing, save for a small, bleeding 
scratch on his forehead.

"Mulder?" she gently whispered, resting a tender palm 
against one of his cheeks - her fear tampered, but only 
slightly all the time he kept his eyes shut and didn't 
respond.  "*Mulder*?"

His eyes slowly but surely fluttered open and looked up 
at her.  "Is...Is Jeremiah still a bullfrog?" he asked, 
a little groggily.

Dana faltered, gave a frown of confusion as her mouth 
slightly opened - unsure of what to say (worried that 
that cut on his head was more serious than it looked) - 
but then gave an affectionate smile as she shook her 
head and replied, "No...He's a major pain in the ass!"

"Oh," came Mulder's reply as his eyes slipped shut 
briefly.  "So, I'm not dead?"

"Far from..."  A pause and then, "Thank God... But 
you've got a little knock there on your head.  Jesus, 
Mulder, what happened?"

He sat up - with her assistance - and then 
subconsciously reached up to touch the painful bump just 
above his right eye.  "I don't know..." he groaned, 
glancing around him and then spotting the rock 
protruding from the ground near where he sat.  "...I 
heard arguing...One of 'em was a cop...And then I saw 
the flash and tried to jump outta the way - must of 
knocked myself out on that rock..."  His left hand 
outstretched to point at his find.  He was just about to 
continue with his vague explanation of what he 
remembered, when he suddenly stared into her eyes with a 
hint of worry.  "Are you alright?"

"You ditched me, Mulder... How many more times you gonna 
break that promise?  Of course, I'm alright."  Dana 
combed a hand through his hair and then glanced over her 
shoulder at the large truck still parked on the 
roadside.  "Was it the bl--"

"Is he okay?"

Both Mulder and Scully turned to see the motel owner 
approaching.

"Want me to call 9-1-1?"

"No.  No, he's okay... He...uh...He tripped over his big 
feet, that's all," Dana attempted to dismissively reply.

Closer the man came, though - struggling to tie the belt 
on his dressing gown - until he stopped next to where 
both fugitive agents had raised back to their feet and 
glanced up at the parked vehicle.  "D'you see a large 
flash of light?" he queried, distantly.  "I was watching 
the TV an' then all of a sudden everythin' went wiggy...
'Minds me of a story some guy was tellin' at the local 
bar a couple days ago... Course, he was as drunk as a 
fart, but - wow - did he have a vivid imagination about 
aliens and shit..."

What was it going to take to get rid of him?

"D'you believe any of that mumbo-jumbo?" he went on.

There was an uneasy pause as Mulder and Scully glanced 
at each other - neither knowing how to respond.

"Nah, didn't think so - you looks like normal folk... 
Anyhow, do ya know what that flash were?" the shorter 
man tirelessly continued... It appeared that it wouldn't 
have mattered if they were standing there or not.

"Maybe it was a helicopter flying overhead," Mulder 
offered, rubbing his forehead and looking down at his 
partner before awkwardly shooting a wary glance back at 
the road.  She seemed worried about his injury, but all 
he cared about at this moment was whose body they might 
find irradiated on the other side of the truck.  Being 
chased by the supersoldiers was one thing, but being 
hunted down by the black oil was quite another...

...Were they really even two seperate things?  It was in 
that instant that Mulder felt an even heavier load than 
ever before being dumped on his shoulders (possibly even 
twice that for what he didn't want Scully to share - 
even though he knew she would insist).

\\DECEMBER 22nd, 2012 - THE DATE SET FOR MOBILIZATION OF 
ALIEN FORCES WHICH CULMINATES IN THE COMPLETE AND FINAL 
OVERTHROW OF CIVILIAN AND MILITARY RESOURCE.//

He had read the words; had felt the final piece of 
resolve that had already been crumbling over the months 
away from Scully in New Mexico finally evaporate into 
nothingness...Had finally learnt the Truth he had been 
chasing after for his whole life and it was *far* from 
what he wanted... As well as surviving now and finding a 
way for Scully, himself and his son - wherever he be - 
to have a future, as he looked at that truck and 
wondered if the black oil was spreading even more 
quickly than imaginable, Mulder realised that they had 
to live so that they could fight for the future of all 
Mankind...That sounded rather egotistical - thinking 
that it was up to them to be the Earth's saviours - but 
to some degree it was true, and whilst he had partially 
known it before as they lay together in the Roswell 
motel and she proved to him that there really was hope 
no matter what...

'Why would I give up?  Mulder, why would I give up if 
you won't?'

...it was now that he fully felt the responsibilty kick 
in, and-

"Mulder?"

-it scared him a little bit-

"*Mulder!*  Dammit, don't do this to me again!"

-but he was ready.

"...Please...Not now..."

His eyes opened once again...For some reason he was back 
on the ground and she was leaning over him with the most 
fear and panic on her face he remembered ever seeing in 
their nine years together.  He stared at her for a 
moment and then glanced to her side to see that the 
motel owner had gone back to his cabin.  "Whuh-...Ugh...
What happened?" he quizzed with a groan.

"You scared the living crap out of me, Mulder...*Again* 
- twice in the last five minutes has to be your new 
record!  God..."  She sighed and shook her head as she 
unexpectedly wrapped her arms around his body and pulled 
him into a hug - the anger that had been in her voice at 
the start of the sentence slowly melting away and 
turning into relief.  "One minute you were standing 
there...The next thing I know I turn 'round after Mister
-Whatever-His-Name-Is has gone and you're unresponsive 
on the ground!" she continued, helping him to stand up.

"How do you know I was unr--..."  He had to pause as a 
wave of pain engulfed his head.  "Whose to say I wasn't 
just waiting for you to jump on me?"

"No joking, Mulder!  Come on, let's get back to the room 
and get that wound cleaned," she breathed.

He awkwardly went with her, but then suddenly and 
purposefully turned back to face the parked truck.  
"What about the body?" he asked, not looking at her.  
"We--"

Mulder's voice suddenly cut off as he realised that his 
partner had stopped walking, and her body had frozen 
still.  When he turned back to look at her her 
expression was full of confused concern.

"Mul-der, we... What do you mean?"

"What do you mean 'What do you mean'?  There was a flash
...A--"

"There was nothing there...We checked, just before the 
guy went back because he got too curious and wanted to 
see if there was anything there - not ready to listen to 
your helicopter explanation."

"We did?  When?"

It was difficult to tell if the concern or confusion was 
growing on her face as her brow furrowed deeper and her 
eyes opened slightly wider.  "Mul--...You don't 
remember?  You were standing right there...And then..."  
She paused as she noticed the completely blank 
expression on his face, then shook her head as if 
shaking the rest of the sentence out of her mind and 
pulled on his arm as she continued toward their motel 
room.  "Come on, I want a proper look at that bump."

Mulder would have argued...Tried to investigate to 
answer the questions that had been banging away in his 
head for the last twenty minutes (Had it really been 
that long since he had come out here?  It seemed like 
very little over half that...) and query why she wasn't 
worried about what had really caused that sudden burst 
of light...But the pain radiating from the seemingly 
minor wound on his forehead stabbed at all his senses 
and left him unable to resist.

He followed her...Making a mental note to himself to 
come back out later...

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

D.C GENERAL HOSPITAL,
WASHINGTON D.C
11:06pm EST

Eyes focused and stared at the hospital without blinking 
for several long minutes - watching as Jeffrey Spender 
and Gibson Praise drove away and Doggett made his way 
back into the building.

The dark figure stood motionless for another ten minutes 
before stepping out of the shadows and moving toward the 
main entrance.

~~~~~

"What did you talk about?" Monica Reyes' strained, 
sleepy voice asked as her partner re-entered her room.

"Huh?"

"You and Spender?"

"Don't tell me you can read minds as well?!" Doggett 
snorted, taking his seat back by her bedside.

Reyes gave a weak smile and then slow shake of her 
head.  "No, " she chuckled, "there's something called 
'glass' in my room door that allows me to see what's 
happening outside... I saw you two talking out there 
before you walked off... So?"

"It was nothing...At least nothing you need to worry 
about right now," he assured, a little hesitantly - 
knowing that here was no place to talk about the 
arrangements they were making for when she got out.

She looked at him, as if trying to read his features for 
what he could not and would not say as she had seen 
Mulder and Scully successfully do in the short time she 
had spent with them before Mulder had had to disappear.  
It seemed that she and her partner weren't that attuned 
to each other yet, though, so she just left the topic 
alone - guessing that he must have his reasons.

~~~~~

The corridors of the hospital were deserted and quiet - 
which was to be expected considering the time.  There 
were a couple of people milling about along the corridor 
that led to Special Agent Reyes' room, and it was likely 
that at least one or two of them was specifically 
keeping an eye on that room, but the figure was neither 
surprised nor too concerned as it approached its 
destination.

~~~~~

"So, what do you wanna talk about?" Monica asked - 
struggling to talk and not yawn.

Doggett shot a raised eyebrow in her direction and then 
shook his head.  "Nothing..." he yawned.  "First comes 
sl--"

He was cut off as the room door clicked open.  
Immediately he leapt to his feet and stood protectively 
in front of his partner's bed...Only to find himself 
facing the tall figure of Shannon McMahon.

"Am I the only one having a bad case of deja vu?" he 
snorted.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Tara paced back and forth, glancing in through the open 
doorway to the guest room every so often at the 
exhausted figure that had finally crashed out on the bed 
after taking some Valium.

Everyone had a breaking point where there was no turning 
back...What if Maggie had finally reached that point?  
How would Tara explain it all to Bill when he returned 
home?

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

"I just wanted to check that everybody was okay...I 
heard about what happened," McMahon explained, craning 
her neck so that she could look over Doggett's shoulder 
at the figure that lay in the bed.  "Billy Miles is far 
from ready to give up, though."

"Well, thanks very much for the warm greeting and 
pleasantries, but I think we've heard enough theories 
and threats to deal with for the next few years, so 
leave it at that and leave us alone," John unexpectedly 
snapped, resting his hands on his hips.  "Look, one 
minute you're here, the next minute you're not... We 
have no idea if you're trying to help or trick us... 
What's it gonna take to get a straight forward 
explanation as to what's going on, or at least some 
proper answers to our questions?  When and where's this 
all gonna end?"

McMahon stared at John, and seemed to actually be 
considering the questions very heavily.  Maybe it *was* 
time to give them something more concrete to work with.  
It had only been just over four weeks since the X-Files 
had been shut down, Mulder and Scully had become 
fugitives, and Doggett and Reyes had been forced to 
watch their backs more vigourously... Yet it seemed like 
a lifetime - so much and so little all happening at the 
same time.  Her elusive and cryptic clues had done 
nothing to help in the way she had hoped them to without 
coming outright and risking her own survival even 
further...and, not only was the planet's time running 
short: those that could help at least postpone the final 
date of recolonisation were slowly losing interest (only 
becoming tediated by the whole thing).

She broke eye contact and glanced down at the floor as 
his thoughts confirmed to her exactly what she had 
feared.

Meanwhile, all the two FBI agents could do was wait for 
an answer - be that in the form of the supersoldier 
leaving the room, a verbal brush off, or information 
about Billy Miles and the others that were out to kill 
them.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

"Scully, it's nothing - honestly!  God knows I've had a 
lot worse in the past" - He couldn't stop himself from 
thinking back to when he had been attacked by Billy 
Miles at Doctor Parenti's office and she had had to 
suture up the large gash on his head that had been a LOT 
worse than what he now had - "and I'm still here to tell 
the tales, aren't I?" Mulder called out from the 
bathroom, where he stood examining the small head wound 
in the mirror above the sink.  "Stop fussing...It's just 
a scratch--"

"A scratch that caused you to have a temporary blackout 
*twice*," Scully amended, entering the doorway and 
grabbing a hold on his arm.  "Now, come on, lay on the 
bed so I can have a proper look."

He gave her a leering smile before a little reluctantly 
following her.  Half a minute later he was on his back, 
staring up at her as she leaned over him with a cold, 
wet towel in one hand (the other carefully brushing his 
hair away from his forehead).

"I could get used to this doctor-patient relationship...
Most guys have to get their women to dress up...I got 
the real thing," he joked.  "So, what is Doctor Scully's 
diagnosis?  Is it fatal?"

Dana shook her head and sat back - trying not to smile.  
He'd made that crack back when they had first become 
sexual partners as well as best friends and work 
colleagues - just a few short weeks before his 
abduction.  She wasn't sure if he'd forgotten or was 
just recycling old material.  Either way, it proved yet 
again that only Fox Mulder could turn the smallest thing 
into a joke or innuendo.

"Doctor Scully says that her patient shouldn't believe 
everything he sees or reads in those lewd magazines of 
his," she countered, dryly.  "As for your head, you're 
right: it doesn't look serious, but maybe you've got 
some kind of cranial fracture or brain haemorrhaging...
There's got to be a reason for your blackouts."

The worry was evident on her face and the smile faded 
from his own.  Normally this would have been the time 
when she would insist on booking him in for an EEG or 
X-Ray at the nearest hospital...He would have gone along 
now, but - despite the new identities that had been 
created at break-neck speed for them by the Gunmens' 
associates (as well as the all-important fake medical 
backgrounds to accompany those) - they both knew there 
was no way they could take such a risk by visiting the 
hospital just yet.

"I'm okay," he assured, gently, reaching out a hand to 
clasp one of hers as she looked down at the floor.  
"Believe me.  I don't think I blacked-out as such as 
some unused hours of sleep were knocked back into me..."

She looked back up and gave a weak smile.

"Now, fill me in on what you found out there," he 
continued, sitting up slightly.

"I told you already: there was nothing," she insisted, 
but he could see her earlier exclamation of 'It's none 
of our business' tugging at her expression.  "Mr... Mr 
Lucke, I think his name was... He moved to the road 
before I had chance to stop him...I'd expected to find 
what you had - a burnt body - but there was nothing at 
all.  That was when Mr Lucke decided to put it down to 
your helicopter theory and wandered off.  The next thing 
I knew I turned around and you were laying flat on your 
back again... I was so scared that something had 
happened to you, Mulder, and now I feel as if the 
unanswered questions are just piling up on top of each 
other - we have no idea what happened out by that truck 
and no idea why you passed out. And it's not even as 
if we can..."  Dana trailed off - realising that she had 
stopped making much sense a while ago - and then reached 
over to dab the cold towel against his cut.  "I..."  She 
paused and glanced away briefly before turning back to 
her task - not making eye-contact with him.  "I told him 
to call John's cell - said that he was a federal officer 
and would investigate as a side assignment..."

Mulder moved the hand that had been clasping hers up to 
hold the arm she was using to clean his wound still and 
continued to stare at her.  He wasn't entirely sure if 
she had done the right or wrong thing, but either way, 
what he really wanted to know was as to if it was safe 
for them to stay here until tomorrow.  Not knowing the 
answers wasn't reason enough, though, for her to suffer.  

...If only she would just look at him...

"Scully?"

There was a moment of hesitation, and it took his voice 
whispering her name again to make her stare into his 
eyes.

"You're still up for the game tomorrow, aren't you?" he 
half-smiled - making the decision on the spot that they 
*would* stay.

She looked a little puzzled for a moment, but then the 
gentle expression on his face warmed her and elicited a 
small smile, which was then followed by a nod as her 
eyes briefly slipped shut.

"Good.  I'm sure if Agent Doggett finds anything, maybe 
somehow we'll hear something about it," Mulder continued 
after a moment (secretly keeping his fingers crossed 
that the Gunmen's friends had managed to pass on his 
message to John and Monica in DC).  "If it's important 
enough, he'll find a way..."

"What if it--...What if it's happening early?" Scully 
hesitated.  "What if it's starting now, and we're not 
even prepared?"

"You think we're unprepared?"  Pause.  "You think we're 
not ready to go down swinging?  I'll be there up front 
and centre if it means protecting you and William... 
Even if it means throwing myself down on the ground and 
knocking myself out on a little rock again!"  He tried 
to give a small chuckle, but it came out weaker than he 
would have liked.  "Look, I can't explain what's going 
on here, but you never know - maybe it *was* a 
helicopter..."

"What I meant was, what if it starts and we've not found 
a way to even counteract it?  It's almost a form of 
biological warfare, Mulder... There *has* to be a way to 
stop it--"

"And we will find that way, but if it's starting now 
we'll just have to leave your boring science, skip 
straight ahead to my wild theories and ready our fists 
and guns..."

"You always get your ass kicked, Mulder!" Scully 
smirked.  "You really think you'll beat them?"

He was going to crack a joke, but he felt the 
seriousness creeping into his expression and voice as he 
told her sincerely, "Scully, even if I'm struck down 
straight away, at least I'll have delayed them getting 
to you a tiny bit... You've saved my whooped ass so many 
times in the past - like now..."  He paused and pointed 
at the towel she still held in her hand against his 
forehead.  "I... We..."  The right words eluded him... 
In fact, there were no words that could convey even a 
fraction of what he felt.  There had to be a way to 
avoid going down that dead-end path... 

She saved him the trouble by pulling the towel from his 
head, glancing at the now clean, slightly bruised bump 
there and then giving a satisfied nod of her head.  
"You're clear," she sighed.  "But if you have any 
headaches or black out again, I'm taking you to the 
hospital straight away."

She was back to her bossy self, and Mulder knew that 
when she was like that, there was little point arguing 
with her, so he nodded once and then lightly patted the 
space on the mattress beside him.  "Come on," he 
invited, "let's call an early night... We gotta be out 
of here early in the morning, so we'd better catch up on 
some rest."

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

"You'll have to start preparing to leave as soon as we 
get back, then," Spender sighed, not looking away from 
the road as he and Gibson took the long drive back to 
Connelsville.  "Agent Doggett might not be picking you 
up for another couple of days, but we need to take all 
precautions..."

Praise shot a glance at Spender but did not answer.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

'What if it's starting early?'

Scully's earlier voiced fear played over and over in her 
head as she lay on the bed with Mulder spooned up 
against her back (his arms and legs wrapping themselves 
around her and the palms of his hands gently pressing 
against her abdomen) and stared at the window.  She 
didn't want to dwell on it - the rational part of her 
brain told her it just made her weak...destroyed the 
independent persona she had created throughout her 
career - but it just kept nagging at her. ...And 
besides, she didn't feel weak when she was in his arms 
or by his side....As long as she was with him she had 
learnt that she could face just about anything...

'You think we're not ready to go down swinging?  I'll be 
there up front and centre if it means protecting you and 
William.'

He'd had such conviction in his voice when he had told 
her that...

They'd come so far in their partnership and their own 
lives that it was difficult to remember the time when 
they had looked out for each others' back simply 
because that was their job, and she knew their true 
quest - above looking for the Truth and a way to fight 
against it - was to make sure they could spend their 
lives together (be that with William or not).

'What if it starts and we've not found a way to even 
counteract it?'

It seemed the thought was far from letting her sleep.  
She *had* to have the answers... She had to find a 
logical way of approaching this.  She--

His arms tightened around her, a low groan escaped 
through his lips (making his chest vibrate against her 
back), and that was when the thought decided to leave 
her alone - at least for the time being.

They still had ten years to work this out if the 
information was to be believed, and if the aliens chose 
to take over the world earlier, she wasn't about to sit 
idly by: she would be there up front and centre right by 
Mulder's side (not behind as he seemed to think she 
would be), and God knew she was ready to do serious 
damage to anything that tried stopping them having a 
life together after all they had had to endure...

...Especially if she was wearing her high heels...

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

McMahon opened her mouth to speak, but then paused for a 
moment and turned her head slightly - as if sensing 
something.

"Well?" Doggett pushed for an explanation.

"You're being watched," the supersoldier stated slowly - 
trying to keep her voice low.

"We know that...We've been watching that camera probably 
more than it's been watching us," came John's rebuke.  
"But there's gotta be something you can tell us to keep 
us going that isn't too damning?"

"No...Not just the camera... You were being watched...
when you were outside...speaking to...to...Agent 
Spender..."  Shannon's head sharply turned and glanced 
at the room's closed exit.  "He...He knows... He's here!"

"Who?" Monica asked.

But before a reply could be given the door was pushed 
open so hard that it flew off its hinges...

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

The groan rumbled up from his chest as his arms 
tightened around his partner.  His breaths shortened and 
sweat rapidly left his body as he slept.

For once it wasn't his dreams that were haunting him, 
though...

*He had seen something...*

Tonight, as Fox Mulder tried to sleep, he started to 
remember... 

*It had spoken to him*

....Remembering what had happened out by the truck...

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Doggett and Reyes sharply turned to see the familiar 
figure of Billy Miles standing still in the doorway, 
staring straight back at them.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

'Thumping.

'A continuous thumping.

'It pulses in and out of my ears...In and out of my 
head, calling to me and offering me the truths to 
questions I haven't even thought to ask yet...I follow 
it...I don't know where to, and I can't see the path 
ahead because of the white light that blinds my vision...
But I *must* go with it as surely as a moth must follow 
the flame because it's what I've been looking for all 
this time, isn't it?  What we've sacrificed so much for?  
And if I want to protect you - be your knight in shining 
armour - mustn't I bear some knowledge and wisdom to 
guide me?

'God, what am I saying?  *You* guide me, no matter 
what... And yet...still the deep thrumming pounds 
through my veins.  Still I listen to it and trust it - 
ignoring the warning given about the final thing I must 
sacrifice to hold it in my hands.

'...No...Not *that*.  I'll give my life before I'm made 
to give up that!

'This isn't a dream, is it?

'I'm cold and I can see the outline of the two figures 
as they argue.  Where are your arms?  Why aren't you 
with me to guide me away?  Please don't say they've 
taken you again.  Pl--

'No!  It's all in my head.  It's a trick so that I let 
go.

'Please, Scully, protect me from their lies!  Protect 
me...Please, protect me from myself!'

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Dust particles hovered and swam lazily in the cool 
blackness that filled the Roswell motel room (which had 
remained unoccupied for the past four weeks).  So silent 
was it that if you listened carefully enough you might 
be able to just hear the whispers of ghosts from years 
gone by bouncing off those tiny, fragile flecks of dust.

But suddenly the air was shattered and chaos erupted as 
the only entrance was kicked down and three large men 
dressed in black SWAT team garb - brandishing assault 
rifles - slammed into the room.  Spreading out, they 
turned over every piece of furniture in sight as the 
beams from their flashlights ripped through the dark 
like swords.

They found nobody there. 

Four minutes later two of the military men marched back 
outside.  It took another minute for the colleague that 
had been searching the bathroom to reappear...with 
something clasped in his right hand.

"This is the only thing we found, sir," he said 
robotically - handing the item over to the shadowed 
figure that stood in front of him.  "It was on the 
bathroom floor."

"Good work."  A pause and then, "Return to base and 
await further orders."

As the team he had assembled returned to their armoured 
vehicles and then drove away, the mysterious figure 
stared with pride at the wallet he beheld in his bony 
hand.  Then, still smiling, he returned to his own 
parked car.

The hunt was on.

...But not before he'd thrown the remains of his 
cigarette out of the open car window.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

"What th--"

It was all John Doggett could think to say as he stared 
at the cold, emotionless face of Billy Miles.

They'd already had one run in with him today and had 
seen all too well what he was capable of - hell, it was 
the reason they were here with Monica restricted to the 
hospital bed!  At least then they had the opportunity 
for escape, though.  Now, however, they were trapped in 
the small room five floors up with only one exit.

Weapons were useless.

Calling for help was useless.

One of the supersoldier's hands raised into the air and 
clenched into a fist as he neared the male agent.  
Shortly after it started its fast, sharp descent...until 
something suddenly blocked its path and wrapped around 
his wrist.

"We need them," Shannon McMahon stated flatly to Miles.  
"We need them alive.  If the Project is to continue and 
we wish to track down the child...with Mulder and Scully 
now dead, we must preserve what resources we can and use 
them to the best of our abilities..."

Either McMahon had said exactly the *wrong* thing, or 
Billy hadn't even been paying her any attention because 
his free arm just swung 'round and surged through her 
body until his hand stuck out the other side.  The 
expression on his stoic face never changing, he made one 
dramatic tug upwards and then threw the limp body to the 
ground as he continued his advance on the two helpless 
FBI agents.  He knew McMahon wasn't dead, so he only had 
a short amount of time to...

...clear up loose ends...

With a brief glance at the fallen body of his friend 
from years gone by, Doggett let out a rebellious growl 
and then made a charge at the supersoldier.  He knew it 
would be a pointless move, but he wasn't about to die 
whilst not doing anything.

His body rammed into Miles as fast as he could and there 
was a small amount of give as his opponent took a 
slightly unsteady step backwards, but then one rough, 
strong hand was wrapping itself around his throat and 
his feet left the floor.

"John!"

The voice was slightly muffled as the blood pounded in 
his ears, but he knew it was his partner desperately 
calling his name.

"Let him go!"

It was becoming more distant, and he only just made out 
the sound of something metallic clanging to the floor 
that he was no longer standing on (his muddled brain 
interpreting it that Monica had attempted to get out of 
bed and knocked something over in the process).
...Slipping away...Everything was fading, but even as he 
felt his eyes beginning to bulge, John never stopped 
staring at Billy Miles.  The coldness.  The 
determination.  The--

Suddenly something happened and Miles begun to shake 
vigorously - his face contorting into an expression of 
raw panic and pain.  The hand around Doggett's neck 
loosened and he fell to the floor with a thud that 
returned the world to him. 

He looked up just in time to see that the supersoldier's 
skin had turned the familiar metallic silver before 
Miles exploded into a cloud of dust.

"John!" 

Reyes collapsed to her knees beside her partner and they 
both turned their heads to look at the room's exit, 
where the red-haired orderly Doggett had encountered in 
the basement earlier stood.

"What th--"

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

The dream isn't the same anymore. 

No swirling darkness.  No painful inability to breath.  
No chance of losing the battle.  In the comfort of 
Mulder's arms Dana has regained what she had lost over 
the past eleven months: safety, sanity, the reason to 
never give up on miracles, the sense of belonging...
life.  And right now is no different as she slips into 
sleep with the feel of his warm breath against her ear 
and warm body wrapped around her own.

Tonight it starts in a white-painted two-storey house 
(maybe a little too Arcardia Falls for her complete 
liking, but anyway...) and she's standing in the kitchen 
when the familiar tall, unwavering figure of her husband 
steps out and stops behind her.  His warm arms wrap 
around her waist - his head lowering so that he can rest 
his chin on her shoulder.

*I don't care how many times you assure me otherwise, I 
still think we should ban you from going near the 
knives...If we were to have an argument I'd be at a 
serious disadvantage...you'd know where to stick them to 
cause the most pain,* he smirks against her ear.

Her dream-self lifts the cursory eyebrow and her head 
tilts ever so slightly to the side so that he has more 
access to kiss her neck.

*Mm...Were you...were you planning on us having many 
rows?* she queries, putting down the carving knife she 
has been preparing dinner with.

There is a pause before he places another soft kiss on 
the side of her neck and replies, *Only if we can have 
lots of great make-up sex after.*   He says it jokingly, 
but it doesn't take long for his voice to soften.  *In 
all the years we've been together we've never had a 
row...and, to be honest, as 'normal' as I know you still 
wish we were, I'm quite happy where I am - where we are, 
thank you very much.  But since you stopped working at 
the hospital I live in the fear that those lovely hands 
of yours are itching to use your 'trigger-happy scalpel' 
- as Skinner once so eloquently put it - again, and 
you'll just reach for whatever's available.*

An elbow raises to playfully nudge him in the ribs and 
then she turns in the circle of his arms so that she is 
facing him.  *There's only one thing I want to reach 
for, and he's only available to me...*

*Really?  Give me a clue.*

Their lips are just about to crash together when the 
young child's voice suddenly catches their attention.

*Mommy!  Daddy!  Come look outside!*

Mulder's arms slide away from her body and the cold 
immediately stabs at her.  She glances down at where his 
hands had rested and then looks over at the eleven-year 
old boy.  *What is it, sweetie?*

*Your friends came to play!*  One of his hands raise to 
point out through the large, glass sliding doors that 
lead out into the back yard.  His mother is too scared 
to look in that direction at first - scared of what she 
knows in the back of her mind will be out there - but he 
repeats the five words more urgently and she has no 
option but to look.

What she sees should be enough to wake her up out of the 
dream that now appears to have evolved into a nightmare...
but she remains in slumber - part of her trapped inside 
this alternate reality, as if she's died and gone to 
hell.  She knows it's not real, but...

The sky outside suddenly darkens and turns blood-red - 
orange dust filling the air around them with its putrid 
smell. ...And then she sees it: the large shadow of the 
spaceship that looms over their idyllic abode.

Unable to look any longer, Dana turns to look back at 
their son...only to see him making his way out onto the 
back deck.

*William!* she screams...unable to move from where she 
is standing.  *Stop him, Mul--*

Her shrill cry cuts off as she turns in time to watch 
Mulder crumple to the floor and then quickly cower into 
the corner of the room where he clutches onto his knees, 
whispering *I can't help...I heard them - saw them...
Thumping in my head telling me the truth - I can't 
ignore it...Make it stop, Scully...I can see the outline 
of the two figures as they argue...Where are your arms?  
Why aren't you with me to guide me away?  Please don't 
say they've taken you again...God, the continuous 
thumping...Please, Scully, protect me from their lies!  
Protect me...Please, protect me from myself!*

*Mulder?*  He's pleading for her, but as her shaky voice 
calls to him she realises that he can't hear her...can't 
see her... *Mul--*

Suddenly he disappears, the room and house and world 
disappear, and she finds herself standing out by the 
truck, listening to the two arguing voices Mulder had 
left the motel room in the waking world to investigate.

Mulder...

He's there, cautiously edging past the cab of the 
Freightliner truck and listening intently to the 
argument...still not seeing her.  Why can't she wake up?  
Why--

*Defector!*

The cold, familiar voice of the alien bounty hunter 
rings in Dana's ears and she cautiously moves toward the 
two figures - unsure if they can see her, even though 
her partner can't.

*You think you can run?  You think you can outrun Us?  
We are everywhere and you had a chance to be a part of 
that--*

*I've been your whipping boy for far too long...All 
these years I've let you take me without argument - let 
you study my immunity so that you can try to develop a 
stronger virus...I even let you turn me into one of 
those...those *things*, but I won't let you make me do 
*that* to my old friends...my family...If I had known--
...Well, I mean I did, but not so soon...Maybe another 
fifty or so years...Not *then*!*

*Your friends?  You had no friends - that was why you 
wanted to be Us.  Why you had no one to turn to.*

There was fearful hesitation as the second man mutters, 
*I know it's coming earlier than you told those men...
but you've gotta kill the One and his parents first so 
that no immunity or miracles can stand in your way...You 
got rid of the parents, and that's fine by me, but...
Look, I may be extra strong and have something inside me 
that makes me want to kill the human race...but a little 
boy?  What harm can he do to a mighty army like yours?  
Huh?*

*He wasn't supposed to be,* the bounty hunter responded, 
matter-of-factly.  *He gives your people Hope.  
Shouldn't that be enough reason?*

Scully feels her blood run cold and diverts her eyes 
away from the scene being played out in front of her to 
stare at her partner - whose own eyes are now shining 
with unshed tears.  She tries to reach out and comfort 
him, but still he doesn't acknowledge her presence...

Suddenly, as she turns her head back round, the sky is 
lit up by a blinding light. 

Mulder rushes past her toward the source of the light 
and argument...

~~~~~

Tightly hugging his knees against his body, Fox Mulder 
rocked ever-so-slightly back and forth - muttering to 
himself as images and sounds from earlier by the truck 
assault his memory.  He didn't know - couldn't 
*understand* - why he had left the comfort of their bed 
to come out here and cower in the corner of the truck's 
trailer like a guilty child.  Couldn't put the pieces of 
the puzzle together in the right order so that he could 
make sense of anything he'd experienced today.

But there it was, and here he was and no number of 
'maybe there's hope's or 'never give up on a miracle's 
would change that.

What had led up to his supposedly clever move of 
interrupting the two strangers as the sky was filled 
with the painfully familiar light remained somewhere in 
the back of his brain - too distant to hear.  But he 
does remember what happened next.

Does remember staring from the unknown man to the 
recognisable figure of the alien bounty hunter, and his 
helpless order of 'Leave him alone.  Leave *us* alone'...

...Remembers the bounty hunter telling him that they 
were wasting their time - that nobody could stop the 
inevitable.

...Being told that he should never have escaped them...

...Told that whilst it couldn't be stopped, William's 
inherited immunity would cause the ultimate human 
rebellion against the alien race...

...That his son had to be - and *would* be - sacrificed...

...As well as he and Scully.

A figure had then appeared through the curtain of light 
- unashamed of its mutilated face.  Before he'd had the 
chance to see anything else something had slammed 
against his body and sent him rolling down the small 
embankment.

"You enjoy every minute with her," the voice of the man 
that had been arguing with the bounty hunter barked in 
his ear.  "Don't let your fear stop you from enjoying 
every second of your lives...From finding that boy..."

"What are you talking about?" he hears himself say as 
the memory of how he had come to bump his head replays 
in his mind.  He remembers opening his eyes then and 
staring at the indifferent ones of the stranger.  
"You're a supersoldier, aren't you?  Shouldn't you want 
to kill us?"

The stranger glanced over his shoulder and then got up, 
moving back round the front of the truck.  "Don't get 
into too much of a routine - that'll be your en-...Holy 
crap!"

'Make it stop, Scully... Make them leave us alone... The 
drumming...it's the ship...a low hum from the engines 
keeping it in the air...I wanna go to it... But it 
disappeared after that... Why do I want to find it again 
after all that's happened?'

Huddled in the truck's trailer the pace of his nervous 
rocking increases and he grips onto his knees even more 
tightly.

'There is hope...There *is* hope...Please believe me 
because I don't know how to believe myself...'

~~~~~

"Holy crap!"

Dana had watched it all play out in front of her 
terrified eyes and she didn't know why.  All she did 
know was that this was way past being a dream - a 
nightmare.  It was something much deeper and real.

This was what had happened out by the truck...But how 
and why was she seeing it?

...Mulder...

His name keeps repeating itself in her head as she 
glances over at his motionless form on the ground and 
then turns back to watch as the faceless figure stabs 
the bounty hunter in the back of the neck with the 
familiar sharp, metallic weapon.

"Holy crap!" the driver of the truck exclaims.

The faceless man raises his head and sightlessly stares 
at the driver...

And then as quickly as they appeared he and the light 
are gone.

"*Mulder!*"

It's surreal, but Scully sharply turns at the sound of 
her own high-pitched cry ripping through the night air 
to see herself running toward where Mulder has fallen as 
the car the bounty hunter had driven here speeds away 
with the stranger at the wheel.

"Mulder?  *Mulder*?"

'There is hope...Please believe me...I don't know how to 
believe myself...'

His whispered, choked voice can be heard coming from the 
truck trailer behind her, even though she can distinctly 
see him in front of her.  Nothing else makes much sense 
right now, anyway, so she does the only thing she knows 
and moves to the trailer to answer his pleas...

But that's when her eyes fly open and she finds herself 
awake in the motel room's bed. 

Alone.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

'There is hope...Please believe me...'

Head pressed against the cold glass window and eyes 
tightly shut, Gibson Praise feels a solitary tear roll 
down his small cheek as the images torturing his two 
friends echo in his own mind's eye.

He'd already made a connection with the two FBI agents 
on their earlier encounters, but over the past year with 
Mulder in New Mexico it had deepened even further 
(fuelled by Mulder's deafening and non-stop thoughts for 
the family he'd been forced to leave) to the point that 
he had started to see what was happening through the 
eyes of Scully back in DC.

Now he just wished he could implant his own thoughts 
into their minds.  He couldn't say for sure if there was 
or wasn't any of the hope Mulder clearly needed to 
desperately believe there was for them, but just the 
ability to help calm them until he met up with them 
again would be an ideal gift.

As the car pulled up outside their small house in 
Connelsville and Spender reached over to nudge the boy 
awake, all Gibson could hear was one sound that washed 
everything else out...

Thumping.

A continuous thumping.

Pulsing in and out of somebody else's ears...


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