TITLE: 'The Beginning And The End' (parts 10-12 of ??)
AUTHOR: XSketch (XSketch@hotmail.com)
WEBSITE: http://thesketchfiles.bravehost.com
DISCLAIMER: See part 1 for all disclaimers.

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Despite agreeing to stay until the following morning, 
after a primarily quiet take-away dinner (courtesy of 
their newfound friends several doors down) and then 
sharing a tender hour together sitting on the curb just 
outside their motel room - looking up at the sky above 
as they chatted; every now and then staring into the 
depths of each others' eyes - Mulder and Scully mutually 
decided to get back on the road, knowing that the sooner 
they got moving again the safer their lives would be.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

"The cell phone customer you are trying to contact 
cannot be reached at th--"

John Doggett hung up the phone line as he irritably 
paced around the living room of his house, then angrily 
slammed the handset down on his coffee table and 
snatched up his car keys.

Just over four hours ago his partner had returned to his 
house after sorting 'a few things' at her own place, and 
settled down to talk with him and Dr. Burks for an hour 
and a half about the file they had been pawing through 
all morning.  She had then offered to drive Burks first 
to his apartment to collect some clothes/valuables and 
then on to Dulles International Airport whilst Doggett 
tried to get in contact with Deputy Director Kersh.  John 
hadn't received a single phone call from her since her 
departure on his cell or home phone, and after just 
trying to call her and only being greeted by a message 
to let him know that she couldn't be contacted, his 
patience (already pushed to the limit by his inability 
to get a hold of Kersh) was finally tipped off balance.

He slammed the front door shut behind him and ran down 
to his parked car - cursing himself for letting Monica 
go alone.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

FBI HEADQUARTERS
7:05 pm

Silence.

Deadly silence.

Yet the slow blink of eyes proved that there was some 
form of life occupying the cold fourth floor office that 
had once belonged to Assistant Director Walter S. 
Skinner.  Nevertheless, despite this clear fact being 
established (only barely enhanced by the hardly audible 
sound of slow breaths being taken) nothing else stirred 
in the room until the door that led in from the 
secretary's outside office quickly but quietly swung 
open and a shadowy figure hurriedly entered.

Peter Bryant let out a long sigh of relief and leant 
against the door to his new office - not realising that 
he had company.

"Been keeping busy?" the Toothpick Man snidely asked, 
watching with a twisted grin when Bryant abruptly stood 
to attention with a worried expression.  "You've been 
gone all day..."

Bryant glanced down briefly and then looked back up as 
he composed himself and reached to switch on one of the 
desk lamps on the long table in front of him.  "I was...
uh...I've been trying to track down both Alvin Kersh and 
Shannon McMahon - to find out if he actually followed 
your orders," he falsely explained (trying to push any 
possible thoughts that might be lingering of the meeting 
he had partaken in earlier in the day out of his mind 
before they were read).

The Toothpick Man looked neither unconvinced nor happy 
by the given excuse.  If he was certain that Bryant was 
telling lies, though, he seemed game enough to just play 
along - at least for the time being - with the AD's 
pointless story.

"And were you able to confirm that our little 'problem' 
has been eradicated?" he asked, slowly raising to his 
feet and moving toward the slightly shorter man.

Bryant nervously took another step and then side-stepped 
around the Toothpick Man to get to his new desk.  "I was 
unable to track down either one, so either Kersh killed 
her and then disappeared, she killed Kersh before he had 
chance to carry out his task, or...Or he couldn't bring 
himself to do it and they've both gone into hiding..."

"And which of those three options do you believe is the 
correct one?" the Toothpick Man asked in an almost 
sarcastic tone.

Technically maybe Bryant shouldn't be as nervous as he 
now was - he had greater strength than any normal human, 
and the only way his genetic counterparts had of killing 
him would also result in their demise.  But the sweat 
still started to seep through his skin, and he knew at 
the back of his mind (a place he had to store the 
knowledge if he wanted to keep it safely out of his 
colleague's mind-probing reach) that the truth behind 
the meeting he had attended earlier today could not be 
revealed...Nobody could know that he and several others 
under the control of the SuperSoldier program had met 
with ex-Syndicate leader Strughold to look at their 
options of ways to stop re-colonisation taking place on 
the preset date in 2012...Nothing could be used to 
jeopardise that rebellion.

"Well," Peter started - trying to sound authoritative 
and in full control of himself, "Kersh is clearly a 
coward...Part of me says he didn't kill her, but the 
most part of me thinks that he values his life enough 
and therefore carried out the task..."  He paused - 
sitting down in the chair the Toothpick Man had been on 
before his entrance.  "Don't you?"

The standing white-haired 'man' slightly nodded as a sly 
smile lifted his cheeks, but he gave no response.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Maybe there was Hope for Mulder and Scully - Hope for 
their new lives together that they would have to take 
advantage of whilst it was available when considering 
their past chances at happiness and how short-lived this 
one, like those, would probably be, but a glimmer of 
Hope nonetheless.  But those left behind seemed unable 
to reach for that same glint of light...In fact, they 
seemed to be faced by the opposite end of the ladder - 
with Skinner dead, Kersh not far from being the same and 
Doggett and Reyes unsure of what to do.  Now even Jeffrey 
Spender was being dealt a bad hand and it was easy to 
wonder as to if there was actually any point at all.

~~~~~

CATHOLIC CRADLE OF LOVE FOR CHILDREN
WASHINGTON D.C.

Defeated, Jeffrey Frank Spender sharply pulled off his 
necktie and held it loosely between his legs as his 
other hand slammed a file down beside him on the bench 
he sat on outside the small adoption agency building. 

Another possible lead down the drain, but this wasn't 
just any lead: it had been the strongest one he had come 
across to date (thanks to much research on the internet) 
in his search for baby William before anyone or anything 
else got to him, and that was what made this dead end so 
difficult to face.  Maybe he had no place investigating 
anything - it wasn't as if he had ever been friends with 
Fox Mulder...But this wasn't about Mulder and Scully 
anymore (though they did play their part in it), this 
was about the Fate of the planet.  Having had first-hand 
experience of what was being done to innocent people he 
knew what lengths were being gone to (Gibson Praise had 
filled in the blanks from what he knew primarily from 
having read Mulder's thoughts).

William seemed an important part of the equation and 
Spender had set out to find the child before any steps 
could be taken, but Walter Skinner had done a serious 
job to make sure that no records remained pertaining to 
the child's adoption.  With the Bureau AD apparently 
missing at the moment, Jeffrey had had to do as much 
information digging as possible.

But this was where the road apparently ended with no 
reward whatsoever at this Catholic adoption centre.  The 
adoptee that he had so hoped and believed was the child 
of Dana Scully turned out to be that of a young single 
girl who had found it too hard to carry on with a baby 
(born on the same day as William) she had never been 
prepared to have.

He raised a shaky finger and slipped it underneath the 
wig on his head to scratch an itchy patch of scarred 
skin there as Gibson's words from last night echoed in 
his mind.

'They'll find him before you do.'

What if They already had?  What if They had gotten him 
back and the date of Armageddon had been moved forward?

Maybe it was time to get back in touch with Agents 
Doggett and Reyes.  He had broken contact due to the 
knowledge of how much danger they would all be putting 
themselves in, especially with him now having the added 
responsibility of taking care of Gibson, but now he 
needed to know as to if they had made any progress and 
if they knew where Walter Skinner had disappeared to.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

67 BENNETT AVE.
WASHINGTON D.C.
8:57 pm

"Monica?!"

Doggett stood outside Reyes' apartment and knocked on 
the door as he called out her name - only to be answered 
by silence.  He tried again, and again, and again yet 
still nothing.

With a slight frown he took a step back, pulled his cell 
phone from his coat pocket and dialled the number for 
her home phone.  He listened through the door to the 
muffled ringing coming from inside her apartment, but 
eventually the answer machine picked up on her behalf 
and he was left with only one option.  So, hanging up 
the phone and re-pocketing it, Doggett pulled out his 
cut of her key and unlocked the door.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

The door opened and Gibson looked up for a few seconds 
before Jeffrey Spender - who had just spent the past 
hour at a bar downtown - slowly shuffled into the room.

"I told you," Praise stated, matter-of-factly, moving to 
switch on the television set so that he could block out 
the sound of Spender's jumbled thoughts.

The ex-FBI agent let out a guttural groan as he swung 
the front door shut and then dropped down into one of 
the armchairs (a little light-headed from the couple of 
glasses of alcohol he had drunk to try and dull his 
frustration at failing at the adoption centre, but far 
from being fully inebriated).  "It was the best lead I 
had," he croaked.  "...But there's always the 
possibility of an even better chance to come along..."  
His attempt to lighten the mood of the situation failed 
dismally and the room was thrown into silence.

Gibson sighed and shook his head as he stood in front of 
the TV - leaving Spender to muse about how he was 
letting himself be bossed around by a fourteen-year-old 
teenage boy...Then again, the boy was special thanks to 
his mind-reading powers etc., so maybe Jeffrey should 
just sit and learn.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

A dark apartment welcomed Doggett as he entered.  He 
reached his right hand out to the side and flicked the 
light switch on the wall up and down several times but 
nothing happened.

"Monica!" he loudly whispered, cautiously stepping 
further into Reyes' home (closing the door behind him).

"John?" came her almost questioning reply as the lamp on 
the coffee table lit up enough for him to see her 
sitting on the couch.

A frown grew on his forehead, but his tense shoulders 
relaxed.  "Jesus," he exhaled.  "Where have you been?  
Why didn't you answer when I called?  Why's your cell 
phone switched off?"  So many questions spinning around 
in his head that his mouth thoughtlessly vomitted, and 
yet it wasn't even as if she had been missing 
overnight...

He approached her, but despite the worry on his face she 
could obviously see, Reyes did not move from where she 
stiffly sat - the light from the lamp on the table in 
front of her illuminating the raised eyebrows and slight 
worry on her own face.

"Wh--"

A pair of black leather gloves were suddenly thrown down 
onto the wooden table - cutting him off.

"She's been talking with me," a voice started from 
behind Doggett (who - recognising the voice - 
immediately turned and waited for the stranger to step 
into the light).  "We meet again, Agent Doggett..."

"I don't recall any 'meeting' last time...I remember the 
feel of a gun pressed against my neck and basically 
being told I'm an idiot, but I don't remember meeting 
you..." John retorted, squinting his eyes to try and see 
the figure that stood shrouded in darkness.

"Hmmm...Wit," the illusive figure chuckled, "will get 
you nowhere, Agent Doggett.  Fox - Agent Mulder - had a 
lot of that, but look how much trouble his mouth got him 
into."

John shook his head and shrugged.  "I don't understand.  
What the hell's this got to--"  He paused and shot a 
glance at Reyes.  "Who are you?  Why the hell are you 
here?"

"Finally, some pertinent questions, Agent Doggett!  I 
thought laziness might be setting in."

"Now who's tryin' to be a wiseguy?" Doggett snapped.

With head lowered, the stranger stepped forward until 
the dim light lit the front of his tall body.  He nodded 
slightly and then looked up at the two agents, who 
stared back with blank expressions on their faces.  "My 
name is Richard Matheson...I was a member of Congress 
until I realised how dangerous a threat the knowledge I 
have was to my life and had to fake my own death.  I 
used to help Fox Mulder until nearly four years ago," 
the tall figure sighed as shadows danced across his pale 
face.  "The reason I'm here is that it has been 
discovered that I am still alive, so my life is now 
practically over - running on borrowed time - because 
the knowledge I have may be the key to what will save 
you all...What might be able to kill these so-called 
supersoldiers--"  He cut off as he watched Reyes sharply 
stand and Doggett take a step toward him.

"What you just say?" John growled in a tone that cried 
'If you're messing with us I swear to God I'll kill you 
here and now!'

Matheson realised, with an inward grin, that he had 
dropped the bait with success.  He did, indeed, have the 
information that could help toward stopping the viral 
apocalypse, but he wasn't willing to give it over for 
nothing in return and Doggett's response had been 
exactly the one he'd been hoping for.

Despite her partner's eagerness to listen to whatever 
this stranger had to say, Reyes was dubious - they'd 
been tricked before (just several weeks ago) by a man 
pretending to offer them information on the 
supersoldiers...They had even been mislead by a 
supersoldier in the form of Shannon McMahon.  If they 
wanted to protect Mulder and Scully, if they wanted to 
protect themselves and if they wanted to protect the 
future they could not outrightly trust the first ray of 
hope that shone their way (no matter how badly they 
needed it).

"Why should we listen to you?" she asked, moving up 
beside John.  "You attack Agent Doggett at the 
university in Maryland, threaten me at gunpoint from the 
shadows of my own apartment for an hour or so...Never 
showing your face until you decide to offer us something 
you know we need...Something we'd never question..."

The senator turned his attention on Monica and gave a 
slight acknowledging nod in her direction.

"You say you knew Agent Mulder, but a *lot* of people 
(especially with governmental connections) knew him," 
she went on until Doggett rested a gentle hand on her 
shoulder.

"Ah, 'Trust no one'...Working on the X-Files has 
certainly taught you a good lesson," Matheson smiled, 
lowering his head for a moment.

"You told me the cause was pointless - that the battle 
couldn't be won," John argued.

"I also said that you weren't trying to understand the 
resources you had!" came the senator's reply.  "Do you 
think I want to be here?  My life is set to be ended a 
lot sooner than yours...I could walk out of this 
apartment and be dead within two seconds!  I have no 
choice," he almost snapped, bitterly.  "I'm trying to 
help!  The knowledge I have is going to be the reason 
for my death whether I tell you or not, so I probably 
could just walk out of here without uttering a word of 
it, but I might as well give some reason to it all, 
mightn't I?"  He threw both hands into the air with 
frustration when he realised how much he had started to 
pointlessly babble.

John shot yet another questioning glance at Reyes and 
was about to say something when the sound of shuffling 
feet came from just outside the apartment, shortly 
followed by several knocks on the wooden door.  He 
turned back to face Matheson, but the senator - as well 
as his leather gloves from the coffee table - were gone.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

This wasn't right.  It wasn't right and it...It wasn't 
fair.  She'd seen and dealt with a lot of things in her 
life, but as Margaret Scully idly picked at the dinner 
her daughter-in-law had served up she just couldn't even 
begin to contemplate the injustice of it.

She shouldn't be here imposing on her son's family at 
their home in San Diego...She shouldn't be running away 
from her house like a dangerous felon hiding from the 
law - she'd done nothing wrong, for Christ's sake!

Suddenly her mouth filled with a bitter taste, and as 
much as she didn't want to, Maggie couldn't help but 
know that Dana was the prime reason for that cold 
bitterness.  Anger and disgust toward her daughter had 
run through her veins since she'd received the news of 
her grandson's adoption (what had, in fact, been 
bubbling inside her since Dana had developed the 
obsession with questioning the miracle William was), but 
now - even though she understood some of the reasons - 
she couldn't help but think that neither Fox or Dana had 
bothered to consider their options.

"Mom?"

Bill sat next to his mother at the dinner table and 
stared at her with a hint of worry in his expression as 
she sat frozen still with her head slightly lowered and 
her right hand holding her fork just above her plate. 

He frowned, glanced over at his wife on the opposite 
side of the table and then turned his attention back on 
Maggie.  "Mom?" he gently whispered again, reaching a 
hand up to rest on her left shoulder.

Shaking herself out of the depths of her bitter thoughts 
Margaret Scully sharply raised her head and turned to 
face her son - the distant look in her eyes taking a 
little longer to disappear.

"Are you okay?" Bill asked, still staring at her.

Both Tara and Matthew silently, motionlessly watched as 
Bill Jnr. removed his hand from his mother's shoulder 
and Maggie slowly nodded before continuing to eat her 
food without uttering a word.

Eventually everybody returned to their cooling dinner. 
but Bill was far from letting it slip out of mind.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

FBI HEADQUARTERS
9:14 pm

He'd made it past security without any problems and he 
hadn't been stopped by anybody suddenly appearing out of 
one of the dark offices as he made his way along the 
empty, dimly-lit corridor toward the elevator, but as 
Alvin Kersh picked at the lock to open the door of the 
X-Files office he couldn't stop nervously looking over 
his shoulder (sweat dripping from his skin by the 
bucket-load).

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Doggett swept a questioning look around the dark room - 
trying to see where the senator could have gone - and 
then moved toward the door that somebody out in the 
hallway was still knocking at as Reyes quickly pulled 
her gun from the holster that lay on one of the kitchen 
worktops.

He glanced through the peep-hole and then pulled the 
door open to reveal Gibson Praise, with Jeffrey Spender 
standing behind him.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

SOMEWHERE IN KANSAS

As darkness enveloped the SUV, Mulder diverted his 
attention away from the seemingly never-ending road he 
had been driving along for the last... Well, he'd lost 
track of time... Anyway, what mattered was the here and 
now, so he glanced away from the quiet and empty path 
ahead for a brief moment and looked at Scully's sleeping 
form on the seat next to him.  She twitched several 
times and he couldn't stop himself from wondering - yet 
again - as to what she might be dreaming about.

'The life she left behind for you, dumb ass!' a voice in 
his head laughed at him.

He let out a mournful sigh and had then planned on 
turning his attention back to the road, but he just 
couldn't stop staring at her.  There was so much she 
deserved but he knew he would never be able to give.  On 
his lone meeting with the Gunmen's friends he had made 
some special arrangements that he hoped would ease at 
least some of the pain in her heart, but it was just 
going to be a long journey of discovery and healing.

It was as Mulder looked back at the road that one of her 
hands shot out sideways and desperately searched for him 
just as it had four years ago when she had been 
hypnotised to recall the events with Cassandra Spender 
at the Ruskin Dam. 

He slid a hand off of the steering wheel and took her 
outstretched one in it - feeling comfort in himself when 
she tightened the grip on him as if to stop him from 
ever leaving her side again.  The separation had been 
tough on him - furiously eating away at the resolve she 
had given him a reason to live for - but he had never 
truly stopped to think about how it was affecting her 
(only ever thinking that she deserved better than him 
but scared by the thought that he would return to 
discover that she had found someone else).

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

A black silhouette stood in the middle of the office and 
made Kersh freeze in terror as he opened the door.  
Knowing there was no turning back, he flicked on the 
light and felt the fear rise in him to an almost 
inconceivable level (ironic considering the 
investigations that had been conducted in this very room 
for the last twelve years) as he recognised the person 
staring back at him.

"Sir," Walter Skinner started, nodding his head slightly.

One eyebrow raised and the other lowered in a frown as 
Kersh tried to rationalise what his mind was telling him 
but what his eyes contradicted.  "A-A-Assistant 
Director?" he almost choked in a bare whisper.

Skinner smiled a little and briefly looked down at his 
feet (almost embarrassed) - never moving from the spot 
he stood on.

The deputy director hurriedly entered the office and 
shut the door behind him.  He tried running the day's 
events through his head to recall how many beers (or 
Scotches, for that matter) he had downed earlier in the 
evening to drown his fears.  It couldn't be Skinner... 
Skinner had been turned into a supersoldier and then 
(though it was true that he had no reason to believe the 
'people' that had told him this) he had reportedly 
killed himself.

"Working late, sir?" Walter asked in a tone that made it 
sound as if he was just trying to make small chit-chat, 
but was in fact spiked with a huge amount of anger and 
sarcasm.  "I don't think you'll be finding much down 
here to work with or destroy, for that matter...I'm 
surprised you even found your way down here..."

Kersh just *had* to be dreaming...Dreaming or at least 
hallucinating!  Skinner *was* dead.  And even if he was 
still alive, there was no way he would be this 
vindictive, no matter how big an SOB Alvin may have been 
in the past.

"You...You can't be real," the deputy director stated 
flatly, eyeing the figure in front of him curiously.  
"And if you're one of Them, you might as well show your 
true face instead of one that I know can't be true."

"I'm not real, but I'm here and for a reason," Skinner 
replied - still not moving from where he stood like a 
statue.  "Agents Doggett and Reyes are being mislead, 
and unless you tell them they're gonna turn their backs 
on the Truth and lead you, Mulder, Scully, themselves 
and everyone to their graves."

Surprised by the tact used and still puzzling over what 
he was seeing, Kersh moved further into the office 
frowning.

"I witnessed a gathering of these so-called 
supersoldiers earlier today, but they weren't plotting 
toward the end of the planet - they were trying to find 
a way to fight against it," Skinner went on, shifting 
awkwardly from one foot to the other (the first 
indication that he wasn't nailed in place).  "I don't 
understand it - aliens rebelling against their own kind 
- but I need to let you know that the woman you've been 
talking with...She's...She's witholding information..."

Skinner probably could have stood there and said 'the 
building's about to explode' and all Kersh would have 
been paying any attention to was the fact that the 
assistant director was standing in the dark room.  He 
seemed to be slightly aware of what was being said, 
though, when he frowned briefly and coughed "Huh?"

"Sir, why are you down here?  You knew the place had 
been packed up...You knew your life would be on the line 
if you came within a thousand feet of the building...Why 
risk your life - literally look Death right in the face 
- and come here for nothing?"

"I...I..." Kersh hesitated and looked away briefly as 
the beads of sweat trickled down his face.  "I thought 
there might have been something left behind...A clue...
Maybe some remnants of an answer to the question some of 
us don't want to ask..."

"Answers," Skinner affirmed.  "Answers that could lead 
up to a resolution?  I think we all want those, but I 
can help a little: find out what that woman is keeping 
from you...She says that John and Monica aren't handling 
the information in that file properly, but she's not 
telling you a key thing that the group of supersoldiers 
I saw today were trying to work for.  Get her to tell 
you what it is."

The deputy director's frown deepened.  "She's 
disappeared...Escaped as far away as possible."

Walter shook his head and then lowered it as he walked 
toward the exit.  "That's not the impression I was given 
when she walked five minutes late into that meeting."

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Gibson walked straight into the apartment and glanced 
around at the interior of the room before looking back 
at the three people that still stood at the front door.  
"There was somebody here," he stated firmly.

Doggett stared at the boy for a moment and then turned 
to face Jeffrey Spender (who still stood out in the 
hallway) with a raised eyebrow.  "Is there any way of 
turning off his mind-reading box?" he joked.

"TV seems to work," Spender shrugged, "but other than 
that..."  He paused, shook his head and then slowly made 
his way into the apartment.  He was about to say more 
when the fact that only one lamp was lit set a few cogs 
turning in his head.  He turned and stared at the two 
agents (who stood side-by-side at the still-open 
entrance).  "Did...Did we interrupt something?"

"Huh?" Doggett frowned - shutting the door.

Monica blushed slightly and smiled as she shot a glance 
at her partner.

"They were talking to somebody," Praise said before 
either agent had chance to reply.  "But he's gone now."  
He paused and paced around the room for a moment.  
"...Out through Agent Reyes' bedroom window, but they 
didn't know that..."

All eyes fell on the boy.

"How do you know that, Gibson?" Reyes asked gently, 
approaching Praise and crouching down in front of him.

"I can see it in your eyes," the boy replied, staring at 
the female agent.  "I read Agent Doggett's mind.  That, 
and your bedroom door's open."  He paused and 
outstretched an arm to point at the open door to his 
left.

Monica smiled and lowered her head for a moment before 
glancing over her shoulder at John.  "And why are you 
here?" she asked, turning back to face Praise.

"Ask him," came the flat reply as the boy redirected the 
line of his pointing finger onto Spender.

"Can't you read his mind?" Doggett asked with a hint of 
sarcasm as a small smile lifted his cheeks.

"Oh, he knows everything," Spender sighed, looking over 
at where Reyes still squatted in front of the boy.  "He 
has a very negative way of interpreting it all, though."

"I'm only telling the truth," Gibson retorted.

There was a moment of still, awkward silence - the words 
lingering in the thick air as if to taunt them with the 
harsh reality the truth offered.

"We need to work together," Jeffrey eventually started.  
"And we need to speak to AD Skinner about William."

John and Monica shared an uneasy glance; waiting until 
Gibson was sat in front of her television before they 
moved with Spender into the bedroom to share with him 
their own experiences and the fate they were certain 
their boss had faced.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Time was definitely not on their side, but nothing 
happened over the next fortnight.  Doggett and Reyes 
were unable to track down Senator Matheson; Jeffrey 
Spender discovered no leads in his search for where 
Mulder and Scully's son had been sent; the group of 
rebel supersoldiers did not meet again to avoid 
suspicion; Alvin Kersh went into hiding to consider his 
options, and in Wisconsin something was eating away at 
two fugitive agents...Then again, maybe it was the same 
thing eating away at everybody else... 

XXXXXXXXXXXXX
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USMC BASE BRIG
QUANTICO, VIRGINIA
4 WEEKS AGO

"What are you thinking?!" the voice boomed in his ear.

"What do you want from me?" he growled back defiantly - 
desperate to know what they wanted but at the same time 
unwilling to give it to them.

The club swung and hit him squarely in the stomach - 
knocking all the wind out of him.  He fell to the cold 
stone floor and closed his eyes against what was 
happening as he felt an army-issued steel toe-capped 
boot kick him in the ass.

He could see her face - gently whispering to him.  He 
could see his son's face.  *They* were what he was 
thinking of...Hell, they were all he ever thought about 
- the only things that kept him sane, kept him alive and 
gave him a reason to go on.  He had failed them twice 
within the past twelve hours: getting captured despite 
staying away from them for ten months so that he 
wouldn't be, and (most importantly) the discovery that 
his 'crusade' had been a waste of time and they had no 
future.  Knowing he was now nearer to them than he had 
been since the morning after he'd jumped from that 
southbound train into the quarry (having in the cold 
hours of the morning silently slipped into her apartment 
- despite his better judgement - and watched them sleep 
through weeping eyes for half an hour before reluctantly 
and painfully pulling himself away to get back on the 
run) made a mental vow that he would make it up to them 
and do everything in his power to keep them protected, 
and hoped they heard his prayer.

"WRONG ANSWER!" an almost distant voice yelled out - 
ripping through his thoughts.

Hands suddenly grabbed the collar of the orange jumpsuit 
he wore and he was roughly pulled up into a sitting 
position.  Warm, short breaths brushed against his cheek 
to let him know that the guard's face was close to his.  
He slowly opened his eyes and stared into the ones that 
were staring back at him like daggers.

"*What are you thinking!?*"

Still trying to catch back some of the breath that had 
been knocked out of him, Mulder wordlessly moved his 
mouth and shook his head.  His body was thrown from the 
guard's grasp and then the two uniformed men left the 
dark cell.

"No sleeping!" was the last thing he heard them order as 
they disappeared.

The routine was repeated over and over and over.  They 
hosed him down with freezing cold water, and the guard 
outside his cell came in every hour to kick him in the 
ribs and make sure he wasn't sleeping.  Luckily 'sleep' 
had never been something he'd been all that good at, so 
he had thought that they wouldn't be able to use that as 
a form of torture...But eventually - through sheer 
exhaustion of the journeying he had done over the last 
few weeks, of the torture, from the truth he had learnt, 
from how much he missed Scully and their son - his mind 
would occasionally shut down, and soon it became 
difficult to tell the difference between the real world 
and that in his haunting dreams.

When he escaped from the military base six days later 
and fled with Scully, he thought the dreams - the 
nightmares - would stop.

But they were far from over...

//////////////////////////////

PRESENT DAY

It was Scully's turn to drive, so with his head resting 
against the cool window beside him, Fox Mulder took the 
nap he needed and she had literally ordered him to take.

His eyes slipped shut and the boy appeared as always, 
but he soon realised that he wasn't on the beach that 
his dreams had delivered him to in the past... He was in 
the spaceship that had abducted him from Oregon, and the 
boy was securely strapped to the same chair that he had 
been tortured in during that period of time away from 
Scully.

"Daddayyyy!" the small boy cried out in pain and fear.

Mulder tried to rush toward the chair (not scared of the 
shapeshifting bounty hunters that gathered around it), 
but he found himself held back by two military-uniformed 
men, and then felt a hard blow in his stomach as one of 
them struck out.

"*Daddayyyyy*!" the high-pitched voice whimpered again.

"Forget him," one of the military men sneered in 
Mulder's face.  "You failed him years ago...Failed his 
mother too...Why do you try to make it up to them now?"  
Suddenly the man's face morphed into Scully's, but the 
next sentence still came out in the man's voice.  
"You're a guilty man - guilty of a wasted life!"  
Another blow with the club, but this time to the ribs.  
"Look what you made me do!" the fake version of Scully 
yelled at him in her voice, pointing at the boy still 
secured to the chair.  "*Look*!"

Mulder felt tears sting his eyes as a circular saw 
appeared from above the chair and slowly lowered toward 
the boy.

The dream sharply ended as Mulder's eyes flung open, his 
body sat upright and his strained, shaky voice cried out 
"William!"

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

"We need to talk."

Margaret Scully looked up from the journal she was 
writing in as her son entered the bedroom and quietly 
closed the door behind him.

He stared at her sternly - watched her like an eagle as 
she closed the book in front of her.  Her distant - 
often undescribeable - behaviour over the passing days 
had been bothering him to no end, but he'd kept quiet 
for the sake of keeping the peace within his home.  
Things had gotten to the stage, though, where something 
had to be said.

"What is it, Bill?" Maggie asked, wiping her face to try 
and hide the tears she'd cried as she turned to face him.

"I think you know," he flatly replied.

Cold silence as she stood with her head lowered and 
tried to pass him so that she could exit the room.  A 
hand shot out, though, and sharply grabbed a hold on one 
of her arms.

"Now."

"Bill, we've been through this a hundred t--"

"But we haven't, have we?" Bill snorted.  "You wanna 
believe that we have so that you can try to avoid it..."

"This is your *mother* you're talking to!" she snapped 
back, pulling her arm out of his grasp.

"Why are you doing this to yourself, Mom?  Why are you 
letting her do this to you?"

Margaret turned away from her son and shook her head as 
memories of all her children squabbling over the wrapped 
packages under the Christmas tree many years ago 
replayed in her mind.  She wanted to argue back, but the 
fight was slowly draining out of her, and she didn't 
know if there was much point anymore.

"You tried to help her, but she threw it back in your 
face and now she's likely dead because of her 
ignorance," Bill went on, bitterly.  "There's nothing 
you can do for her now, so why don't you live your life 
for yourself?"

Margaret sharply turned on her heels as flames of 
disgust flared in her eyes.  She was far from being able 
to deny the resentment she'd been feeling toward Dana, 
but she couldn't believe the words that were coming out 
of Bill's mouth.  "She was your sister...How can you 
just talk about her like a piece of yesterday's news?"

He shook his head and sat down on the edge of her bed.  
He missed Dana just as much as his mother did, and he 
prayed that whoever had made her run away got what was 
coming to them, but he wasn't ready to idly sit by and 
watch as the family he had left slowly destroyed itself 
over what had been lost.

Brief moment of silence as Maggie chewed on her bottom 
lip and intently stared at her son.

"We gotta take things as they are," Bill eventually 
sighed - trying to remain calm and collected.  "We lost 
Missy 'cos of these people and now we've lost Dana...You 
shouldn't let them now push you around..."

A light of understanding suddenly flicked on in Margaret 
Scully's eyes as his words sank in.  "This...This is 
about my staying here?!"

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Scully slammed on the brakes as Mulder's voice crying 
out their son's name echoed in the air, in her ears and 
in her heart.  She turned slightly in her seat to stare 
at his heavily-sweating pale face and red-rimmed eyes as 
he struggled to catch his breath with short, sharp 
gasps.

Realising that she had stopped the car and was now 
watching him, Mulder wiped at his damp eyes with the 
heel of his hands and then shot her a glance (quickly 
turning away again after).  "We out of gas already?" he 
tried to joke.

She said nothing.  Did nothing, except sit and stare at 
him.

As he looked back at her and locked his gaze with hers, 
Mulder's mind was trying to determine as to if the dream 
was over or if he was really still on the spaceship and 
everything in the car was part of his imagination.

"I'm..."  He paused and swallowed hard as his breaths 
returned to normal.  "It...It was just a dream..." he 
sighed, more to himself than her.  "Just a bad dream..."

Dana tilted her head a little to one side and gave him 
the old 'Oh, come on!' look, but he refused to give any 
further information about his nightmare.

"Mul--"

"It was just a bad dream...The heat's playing havoc with 
my mind, that's all...Despite all the years we spent on 
the road, the last ten months of sitting on my ass doing 
nothing makes this a little surreal," he tried to assure 
her.  "Need to remember what it was like, I guess."  One 
of his hands reached out to take a hold of hers.  
"Couple more days and we'll be at our new home and then 
we can try to forget that we ever had bad dreams...I 
didn't mean to scare you, j--" 

"You didn't scare me, Mulder," she finally replied, 
looking down at their joined hands.  "...It's not that...
But--"

"Look, I told you it'll be okay... It will, I 
promise..."  He trailed off as he watched her head lower 
and slightly shake. 

They both knew that promises for a perfect future 
couldn't really be made and that even thoughts of Hope 
could begin to tire, but he was caught off-guard when - 
after thirty seconds of tense silence - Scully suddenly 
slammed both of her palms against the steering wheel and 
growled at the top of her voice "Dammit!"

Mulder flinched away from her a little.  Instinctively 
he wanted to outstretch his arms, then wrap her in them 
and hold her tightly against his body as she let the 
tears flow, but he knew that she also needed space to 
adjust to what was facing her for her own reasons and 
not be forced into accepting anything - after all, this 
was her journey as well as his.

He watched Scully get out of the vehicle and then move 
around the front with both hands combing nervously 
through her hair.  He waited a beat, then slowly and 
quietly slipped out of the car also.

"I'm not mad at you," she said quietly, not looking up 
at him as she dropped a hand down to hang by her side.  
"Never you..."

Squinting against the afternoon sun, he raised an 
eyebrow but said nothing - continuing to let her take 
things at her own pace.

"But, God, Mulder!  It's..."  Scully shook her head with 
frustration as the right words eluded her.  Only three 
weeks had passed since they had really begun this 
journey in New Mexico, yet the tension was already 
bubbling at boiling point.  It wasn't each other they 
were becoming sick of the sight of, though, it was this 
whole situation they didn't deserve to be loaded with.  
"*HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG!*" she suddenly cried out, 
looking up at the sky above them for a moment before 
turning to face him.  "You did nothing wrong!" she told 
him - almost questioning him 'Why us?'

Mulder watched Scully turn away again and then took a 
step toward her.  "*You* did nothing wrong," he said, 
matter-of-factly.

She heard the words but chose to ignore them as she went 
on, "You didn't kill anybody, there was nothing 
legitimate about that farce of a court hearing, and 
there's no record to say about your...your death 
sentence...Yet still we run!...And why do I feel so 
guilty?..."

"*You* did *nothing* wrong," he repeated firmly, moving 
up behind her.

Dana sensed his nearness and felt his warm breath on the 
back of her neck, but as badly as she wanted to also 
feel his arms wrapped around her, something wanted to 
throw his forgiveness back in his face.  "You had a bad 
dream about him, Mulder!" she yelled, whirling on him.  
"You called out for him, didn't you?  You keep saying 
you understand why I did what I did, but--"

"But what?" he queried, remaining calm.  "What, you want 
me to say that I hate you for protecting our son and 
putting his safety before everything else?  You want me 
to look at you with disgust and say that I think you 
made a bad decision, even though I don't?"  Mulder 
paused as similar words she had said to him several 
years ago echoed in his memory.  "I won't live that lie, 
Scully...Not when I know what I really feel when I look 
at you...Not when I respect you twice as much as I ever 
did for making such a sacrifice." 

She stared at him curiously as he lowered his head 
slightly and took in a deep breath.

"The dreams..." he continued, before suddenly falling 
silent for a few minutes to compose himself.  "Memories 
from what I went through during my abduction and the 
time we've been separated over the past months keep...
keep... But William isn't the only one in them.  I mean, 
I'm right here with you, but I still have bad dreams 
where something bad happens to you..."  Another pause as 
he shifted from one foot to the other.  "I know and 
understand what you did, Scully - you gotta trust and 
believe me on that - I just wish...I wish..."

She slowly approached and took his hands in hers as she 
saw a tear slip down one of his cheeks.  "I don't doubt 
you, Mulder," she assured him, quietly but firmly.  "I 
just want the pain, regret and anger to stop...I want 
this charade to end so that we can just live in peace 
without looking over our shoulders every five seconds."

"I want that too," he whispered back, releasing one of 
her hands so that he could reach out to touch her face.

She contentedly rested her cheek against the warmth of 
his palm - her eyes slipping shut for a brief few 
seconds - but then sighed as the seriousness returned to 
her face.  "We shouldn't be the ones running away!" she 
growled defiantly, staring into his eyes.

"No, we shouldn't," he smiled, gently stroking her cheek 
with his thumb.  "So, for now, let's just pretend we're 
on vacation..."

She quirked an eyebrow and then returned the smile.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

She doesn't tell him.

She can't tell him.

No, she *won't*...How can she, especially after his 
sudden outburst twenty minutes ago?  On that clear night 
two weeks ago at the motel in Nebraska when she had 
broken down in front of Mulder and almost completely 
laid bare everything in her heart - shared with him all 
the pain and fear and other emotions that a couple of 
years ago she would never have shared with anybody - he 
had seemed to gain some sort of inner peace (drawing 
strength from his belief that she had finally opened up 
to him like that).  If he was to find out now what she 
continued to keep hidden away from him she knew that he 
would immediately blame and torture himself.  She could 
never let him do that, especially when it was far from 
being even remotely his fault...

Nevertheless, it was still something that continued to 
plague her...Something that she had believed she would 
be prepared for without a doubt as long as she was with 
the man she knew she could not live without.  Her 
desperation to get as far away from the Conspiracy as 
possible and joy at finally having Mulder back by her 
side had kept her on auto-pilot, but the last two weeks 
on the road zigzagging up and down the country - heading 
West but in the same process always taking two steps 
forward and then one back to avoid detection (only 
stopping for the night at four separate motels and never 
stopping in a town during the day for more than a couple 
of hours to stretch their legs and grab some food) and 
the recurring feeling of entrapment inside the car had 
forced the cold reality of the truth to finally slam 
home in her heart:

There really was no turning back.

No returning to her apartment in Georgetown where so 
many of her best (and worst) memories had been created 
and captured over the past seven years there.  No 
returning to the job that had changed her life so much.  
And no returning to ever see her friends and family 
again.  Her mother had literally disowned her after she 
had given William away for adoption, but she would never 
even be able to *try* to repair the strong mother/
daughter bond they had once shared.  Maggie's letter had 
helped comfort her a little and helped to blow away any 
doubts that with Mulder, wherever he went, was where she 
needed and wanted to be, but at the same time it had 
only made her feel worse about walking away.

Not helping her comprehension of it all was the dream 
that had hounded her sleep on countless occasions since 
the motel in Roswell, NM...Since just after she had 
learned of Mulder's death sentence and Marita 
Covarubbias had turned up at her apartment to wake her 
and inform that 'They' were going to murder Mulder much 
earlier than the set D.O.E.

It always starts the same: she finds herself enveloped 
in darkness and gasping for breath as something holds 
her underwater, but then Mulder rescues her.  That's 
when it starts to vary each time she falls asleep, 
though... Upon average her hopes for the future with the 
man in the seat next to her have helped the dream to end 
brightly...But her fears will not be forgotten just like 
that, and too often she finds her world torn apart by 
tragedies that she can't even begin to comprehend, let 
alone speak of out loud.

Maybe it was all hitting home harder because of the 
truth about the bad dreams he was also having coming to 
light...Maybe it was the heat....Maybe it was just the 
fact that she couldn't believe how stupid she had been 
to not think about it sooner (it certainly could have 
been something to slip into their soul-bearing, in-depth 
conversation back in Lincoln)...Whatever the reason, she 
hoped the pain would at least fade to a dull throb in 
her memory so that it couldn't try to ruin their lives 
like those that were out to kill the two of them.

Sighing, she glanced up at the rear-view mirror (noting 
the reflection of the maroon Freightliner truck that was 
steadily following their SUV) and then looked over at 
Mulder, who silently sat next to her looking out the 
passenger window but apparently not really paying much 
attention to the scenery that passed by.  She had to 
share a little of her grief with him...Truth was what 
their relationship had been built upon, and it was 
important to not break that, but at the same time she 
still felt the need to guard some of her emotions - 
despite all they'd been through.

"I want the dreams to stop," she suddenly started - her 
voice cutting through the silence that had filled the 
vehicle since they had gotten back in twenty-two minutes 
ago.

Startling to attention, Mulder shook his head and turned 
to stare at her with a curious frown.  "Hm?"

"I want the dreams to stop too," she repeated (refusing 
to be less ambiguous and just come out to confess 'I'm 
having bad dreams too' - after all, there was no point 
breaking all of their old habits).

Catching on to what she was referring to and almost 
reading her train of thought, he smiled a little and 
nodded ever so slightly.

She stared at him for a moment longer and then looked 
back at the highway ahead.  There was something cryptic 
about his gesture...Then again, there had always been 
something enigmatic about Fox Mulder, and it actually 
comforted her to see that he hadn't lost that special 
quality.  So, she sighed again, sported a brief smile of 
her own, and then started to dwell on what had been left 
behind...It probably wasn't a good thing to do when she 
was so emotionally strung, but at the same time, maybe 
it would help her come to terms with it...

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

The argument had moved briskly from the bedroom into the 
kitchen - possibly not the safest place to be when 
considering that Maggie felt almost ready to throw the 
contents of the newly-boiled kettle in her eldest son's 
face, but a change in space nevertheless.

Bill slammed a palm down on the work counter in front of 
his mother and stared at her lowered head.  "Mom, don't 
ever feel like you're unwelcome here - we love having 
you here...It's even nicer for Matthew to see his 
grandmother more...But..."  He paused.  It *was* her 
staying there that was part of the problem, so what was 
his argument?  "I just want things back to normal," he 
sighed, lowering his voice.  "You sit there, Mom, and 
just seem to drift off into your own little world - seem 
to have no idea what's going on around you.  She was my 
little sister, but I can't sit still whilst the rest of 
my family is left in danger..."

Maggie turned her head slightly so she could stare at 
him through the corner of her eyes.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

M STREET
WASHINGTON D.C.

Doggett shot a glance over his shoulder as he reached a 
hand out to pay the vendor, and then turned to walk away 
from the hot-dog stand side-by-side with Reyes.

She smiled at him as he brushed up against her and then 
cautiously looked over at the people on the other side 
of the busy road.

Careful.

...Always careful...

They had to be, of course - there was no other way.

Knowing the dangers that awaited them at the Bureau, 
neither had returned to work (and what was the point?  
The X-Files had been closed down...), so when they 
weren't trying to track down leads to fight against the 
date of alien invasion they had been told about, they 
tried to take moments like now aside for themselves...
They were short moments and often difficult to take full 
advantage of, but it gave them a chance to - in the 
middle of all the madness - just be them.

"So, about Je--"

"Shhh," he cut her off, sharply glancing at her.  "By my 
watch we got at least another four minutes before we 
need to start talking business again, so leave it there 
for a little longer and hand me that--"  He reached out 
for the hot dog that she was about to take a second bite 
out of.

"That's not fair!  You take bigger bites than me," she 
replied wryly.

Doggett was about to respond when his cell phone started 
ringing in his coat pocket.  "Who's measuring?" he 
mumbled - almost to himself - retreating his 
outstretched hand to answer the phone.  "John Doggett."

"Uh...Agent Doggett?" the unknown voice on the other end 
of the line started.  "This is--"

"Don't tell him who you are, you big dummy!" another 
voice suddenly exclaimed in the background.

"Why don't you both - for once - stop arguing and get 
the task done?" a female chimed in.  "It's like being 
mother to two bratty children..."

Doggett frowned at Reyes and shrugged his shoulders when 
she mouthed 'Who is it?'

"Who is this?" he eventually asked the caller, rubbing 
his forehead with his free hand - his eyes focusing on 
the Polish sausage hot-dog in Monica's grasp.

"Uh...um...Nobody important," came the hesitant reply 
from the other end of the phone line.

"You won't mind if I hang up then?"

"No!...I mean...I need to meet you..."

"Sorry, but my mom taught me not to talk to strangers," 
John sighed, dryly.  "Thanks for calling, though."  He 
shook his head and hung up - re-pocketing the phone with 
one hand as the other quickly snatched the hot-dog away 
from his partner.

"Prank call?" Reyes asked, with a slight frown.

John shrugged again but didn't answer - instead taking a 
big bite out of the sausage.

~~~~~

"You let them hang up?!" Kimmy exclaimed, staring wide-
eyed at Jimmy.

Yves Adele Harlow quickly stepped in-between the two men.

"You told me not to mention any names!" Jimmy told her 
solemnly.

"You're right, I did," she sighed.  "But we need to meet 
them, Jimmy--"

"And quickly 'cos they're back on the move!" Kimmy 
interrupted.

Yves looked at the monitor that the spectacled man was 
watching (on which surveillance camera footage of 
Doggett and Reyes walking along the sidewalk could be 
seen) and then briefly lowered her head as she tried to 
think of what to do next. 

"Okay..." she started after a minute - lifting her head 
back up.  "Jimmy, you come with me and do *exactly* as I 
tell you.  Master Kimmy, you stay here and be our 
guardian angel - keep an eye on the whole area.  Okay?"

"Yeah, right...I get left in here on my own as usual," 
Kimmy grumbled, shaking his head as he looked back at 
the monitors in front of him.  "Why do I stick with you 
two?"

Yves sighed, slid open the side door of the Volkswagen 
and then jumped out.  Jimmy was about to follow when he 
suddenly stopped in his tracks and sharply turned to 
face and point at the seated man.  "You know, you can 
go, but the Guys...they...they fought for honour - for 
truth...They died to save people!" he exclaimed with 
raised eyebrows - his voice beginning to tremble as the 
emotion overwhelmed him.  "What's so wrong with fighting 
the fight they couldn't finish?  What's wrong with 
helping these people that are trying to fight for the 
same thing the Guys were?  What's--"

"Jimmy?" Yves's hand gently rested on his arm as she 
quietly whispered to cut him off.

He glanced over his shoulder at her (tears slowly 
forming in his eyes) and then slightly nodded as he 
turned and left the vehicle also.

~~~~~

"Maybe next time you won't be so cheap and'll buy two," 
Monica laughed, pointing an accusing finger at Doggett 
as they continued - side-by-side - along the sidewalk.

"Maybe you can buy your own next time," John retorted.

Reyes was about to comment further on her partner's lack 
of ability to buy hot dogs for them each so that they 
didn't have to share when she noticed the two 
approaching people out of the corner of her eye.  "John?  
Isn't that..." she whispered, trailing off as the 
familiar faces neared even closer and then captured each 
of them in a hug (the woman embracing John whilst the 
man tightly hugged Monica).

"We think you're being watched by somebody other than 
us," Yves muttered against Doggett's shoulder so that 
nobody could see the movement of her lips.  "We've got 
important information to share, but you need to follow 
us."

"We know where Mulder and Scully are," Jimmy told Monica 
- not being as cautious as Yves had been.

Both FBI agents stepped out of the hugs they had been 
entrapped in, glanced at each other dubiously and then 
silently followed Yves and Jimmy back to the Gunmen's 
bus. 

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Mulder watched Scully look back at the road and - 
despite the slight smile of comfort that refused to 
leave his face just yet - mulled over her words.

*I want the dreams to stop too*

He was in no doubt that she, too, was still haunted by 
bad dreams (not even he was so egotistical and 
narcissistic that he believed their being back together 
and sharing comforting words would make the dreams 
disappear straight away - especially when she had so 
much more than him to be haunted by), but something 
bothered him about the actual phrasing of what she'd 
said... She hadn't said 'I want the *bad* dreams to stop'
...She'd just said 'I want the *dreams* to stop'.  Did 
she mean she wanted the continual flights from fancy of 
perfect futures to stop?  Did she want to torture 
herself because of giving William away by denying that a 
'Happily Ever After' could ever be given to her?  Or was 
he just reading too much into it?...So concerned (if not 
slightly paranoid) about her happiness that little 
things she said now and then set bells ringing in his 
head?

A long sigh left his lungs as he watched the state line 
come and go.

"What?" Scully asked at the sound of his deep breath.

He stared back at her.  "Huh?"

"What was the long sigh for?"

The small smile on his face grew as he slumped further 
down in his seat and laced his fingers behind his head.  
"Nothing," he sighed.  "I was just thinking...I know 
that's still a dangerous thing for me to be doing, but 
you know me--"

"That I do."

"--so..."  He trailed off and slightly frowned.  "What 
d'you mean by that?"

She pouted and leaned her head to the side slightly - as 
if thinking the obvious answer over - and then flashed 
him a fond smile.  "Get on with your story, Mulder," she 
chuckled.

Her light-hearted banter made his heart swell a little 
and encouraged him to continue with the alternate excuse 
he had discovered for the sigh he had originally exhaled 
when worrying about what she'd said.  "I was just 
thinking back to a case when we chased a truck across 
the country and how we're now being followed by one...
You were driving then, too...I'm just waiting for there 
to be a sudden flash of light!"

Scully considered what he had said and then slightly 
grimaced.

"What?!" he queried in exclamation when he noticed the 
expression of distaste on her face.

"No...I...I was just thinking that I hope - if and when 
anybody looks back at the work we did - they don't come 
up with a summary based on that one case...'They 
followed a truck across America'!" she replied flatly 
with a shrug.  "Maybe that's what we should have told 
that auditor when arguing as to why the X-Files should 
be kept open."

"There was an alien involved!" he tried to rationalise.

Dana opened her mouth to reluctantly agree with his 
justification of the event, but then faltered and 
remained silent as something dawned on her...Something 
that, in fact, dawned on the both of them at the same 
time:

At some point within the last year (possibly that 
special moment they had spent together in her bedroom...
*their* bedroom...just after William's birth) things had 
been turned around and flipped upside-down - he'd been 
returned from the dead to only then have to walk away 
from his family, she'd been miraculously gifted with a 
child only to then give him away, and now a case they 
had worked in the first year of their partnership that 
had involved chasing a truck supposedly transporting the 
body of an alien lifeform was mirroring back on them 
with them now being followed along this highway by a 
truck and ultimately chased away from their home by 
aliens (...or 'human replacements'...however you wanted 
to regard the supersoldiers).

"Maybe," Mulder started after the moment of heavy, 
thoughtful silence, "soon you'll be working in an 
upstairs office for some big, important company and I'll 
have to come begging you for work if that's the way it's 
going!" he joked - still staring at her.

Scully felt the large grin creep back onto her face as 
she visualised the scene in her head (leaving little 
space for the thought - though just enough so that it 
could block everything else out - that once again he was 
helping her heal).

Unsure of what to make of her silence and slightly far-
away stare, Mulder studied her face and tilted his head 
to one side.  "I mean," he continued, "it's not 
completely out of the realms of possibility - I always 
did say you'd probably end up as the director at the 
FBI...Since, I'm guessing, that career option's a bit of 
a 'no-no' just now, we gotta find you something else 
that befits your talents, which shouldn't be too hard..."

"Sounds good to me," she smiled coyly.  "You gotta 
promise to beg real hard for that job, though!" she 
added after a beat.

"Scully!" Mulder exclaimed, resting a hand on her right 
thigh.  Her boldness surprised him, but at the same time 
so much had changed over the months and years that it 
also seemed natural.  "Are you coming on to me?"

Another pause of silence and his eyes watched intently 
as her right hand slowly slid off of the steering wheel 
and then wrapped around the hand he still rested on her 
thigh. 

"I get the feeling we're *way* past that stage!" Dana 
joked affectionately - giving his hand a gentle squeeze.  
She looked away from the road as the traffic ahead 
slowed to a near halt and stared at his adoring, almost 
placid, face.

It seemed impossible, but his smile somehow managed to 
broaden even further as he turned his hand palm-up and 
laced his fingers inbetween hers.

*I want the dreams to stop so that the reality can start 
and the bad memories will stop* her eyes told him.

He was about to say something, when he was cut short by 
the loud sound of the truck's blaring horn (which was 
shortly followed by the distant, muffled voice of a man 
angrily calling out some profanities).

Scully broke eye-contact and looked back at the road 
ahead, only to see that in the length of time she had 
been staring at Mulder for (however long that had been - 
time had managed to stand still in their own little 
world) the queue of traffic had started to steadily flow 
forward again.

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"So, what's this about?" Doggett questioned as he sat 
down in the crowded back of the VW.  "We've been 
approached by some pretty strange people over the past 
couple weeks spouting information that we can't 
determine as helpful or useless, so this had better be 
good!"

Jimmy, Kimmy the Geek and Yves shot glances at one 
another and then looked back at the male agent.

"We just want some definitive help for a change," Reyes 
sighed, simply getting to the point of her partner's 
ramble.

Yves nodded in understanding.  "Well, I can't--...We 
don't really have anything that can help you with 
whatever you're investigating, but we thought you'd want 
to know that we bear information on agents Mulder and 
Scully."

"They're alive," Jimmy cut in with a smile, as if 
revealing some new news.

Kimmy lowered and shook his head briefly before looking 
back at the surveillance footage displayed on the screen 
of his laptop computer.

"What about them?" Monica asked, facing Yves but 
glancing at Doggett out through the corner of her eyes.

"We met them--"

"Are they okay?" Doggett suddenly and quickly 
interrupted, sitting up straight.

"...They're fine..." Harlow hesitated, remembering the 
image Kimmy had shown her of the two fugitive agents 
locked in a tight, emotional embrace on the kerb just 
outside their motel room in Lincoln, Nebraska.  "They're 
as happy as two people on the run for their lives can 
be," she added.

John sighed and his body slumped back down in relief.

"We helped them gain new identities and we've been 
monitoring their vehicle's progress as they now slowly 
and carefully travel to their new home," Yves continued 
to explain.

"Are you keeping in contact with them?" Reyes asked, 
resting a gentle hand on John's arm.

"We've given them a secure phone line number to only 
call in case of emergency," Kimmy responded, not looking 
away from his computer.

"We'll be making sure that they're okay," Yves finished.

"Can you give us an idea as to where they are?" Monica 
asked - already knowing the answer and not at all 
surprised when Harlow shook her head.

"That's all we really have to tell you," Yves sighed 
with a slight shrug of her shoulders.

"And Agent Mulder said to say 'Hi!'," Jimmy quickly cut 
in.

"Yes, sorry...I forgot about that..."

Doggett and Reyes smiled as they glanced at each other - 
glad and relieved to know that their friends were okay.

"We do need to ask a quick question, though," Harlow 
continued, a little hesitantly.  "Agent Mulder also 
asked...He asked us to meet Agent Scully's mother.  Now, 
we've tried to reach her at her house, but there doesn't 
seem to be anybody living there right now.  Do you know 
where she might have gone?"

Alarm bells suddenly started ringing in both Doggett's 
and Reyes' heads...Of course, there was the possibility 
that Mulder did ask these three people to get in contact 
with Dana's mother, but the fact remained that the 
Scully family's safety lay in serious jeopardy, and all 
the time that was the case no chances could be taken... 
There was just something about the way Yves had enquired 
as to the whereabouts of Margaret Scully that had 
sounded highly suspicious.

An awkward silence ensued, with Yves eagerly waiting for 
the information John and Monica were uncertain about 
parting with.


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TO BE CONTINUED...